I have a lot of explaining to do about where I've been in the past few months and why I suddenly disappeared, but don't worry, I can already tell you that it wasn't by choice, I in fact didn't get tired of blogging, I didn't lose my motivation and neither my passion.
So, starting around March/April 2019 I abruptly felt bad, not just mentally but especially physically. I wasn't able to do anything anymore, I constantly was in pain, feeling pretty strange and weak, still thinking it was nothing serious, thinking I didn't need to see a doctor, even though this feeling lasted for months. The peak of the whole situation was while I spent some time with my parents at home, during the summer holidays. I felt pretty weird that morning, in pain once again, but still thought it was nothing too serious, since I had a bunch of stuff to do that day - then something occurred that shouldn't have happened, the next thing I remembered was waking up in the hospital. Everyone was in shock, pretty important to add that my whole family is healthy, there are no diseases going around, telling me that I had some pretty bad seizure ( not wanting to imagine what would have happened if I was all alone in my own flat ), my blood values were horrible, just like a rapid diagnosis that apparently I suffer from epilepsy, without any kind of reasons until this day.
I would describe myself as pretty strong, not wanting to sound too dramatic - it is what it is, I accepted it, after some time of recovery I managed to live a normal life again but with medicine & doctor appointments every now and then.
My life is luckily pretty normal again, I'm in my own flat, going to Uni, I am happy, just living my life even tho' all the time I missed blogging pretty badly, after all it was a part of me for years.
So here I am, stronger than ever, can't wait for this new era to start now!
